You found me

You found me when I did not want to be found. You lift me up when I was fell on the ground. I thought I wanted to be left alone, I thought I could live my life on my own. But you proved me wrong and showed me home. I made a lot of mistakes. …

2019

It's the new year mom. I miss you so bad, that i can't see the beauty of the fireworks. I can't seen to hear how loud the noise that people make. It is not thesame without you. But i need to try to be happy. If not for me,then maybe for you. I hope you …

Trapped

I wake up today feeling trapped. Trapped in a place where i could not move. Not even my mind could move. I try to stand up and move on. But i can't.And i am still here,trapped. Trapped somewhere between life and death. Forced to smile and laugh. But deep inside i'm crying. I can't even …

Little Hope

I put on a smile.. Maye i can be okay even just for a while. Yes i know it is a lie, But i at least i gave it a try. This pain is eating me and i don't understand why. I am fighting so hard to be happy. That i try to be someone …

Life is what you make of it.

  I am not going to say that life is easy or that life is complicated or difficult. Not everyone has the same kind of life. Some people have been living an easy breezy life.They have everything handed out to them without a sweat; not even an ounce of effort is needed. They are previleged …

Worth the pain

It's funny how pain is felt regardless of your age,race and status in life.  Pain. All of us have experienced it one way or the other.Whether you are young or already old, pain has played or could still be playing a part in your life.You cannot completely ran away from it.You can try to pretend or do …

Let me love you

Can you live a life without love just to avoid a broken heart? What use is one's life without love? Are you willing to live your whole life with what if's? Don't you want to feel how important you are to someone? Would you rather give up the possibility that i could be the one who …