How much kindness can i give?
I have been giving a lot, but it is not enough.
Am i being selfish?
To be kind is a sacrifice.
I give up my own feelings for the sake of others.
I give up my rights for the sake of kindndess.
How long can i be kind when all they give is pain?
When all i feel is the hurt they’ve caused me.
When all i see is injustice around me,
Is it unfair to ask for kindness in return?
Now i have regrets.
Regrets because of kindness.
I cannot even pretend to smile anymore.
I cannot pretend much longer.
Teach me how to be kind without the pain.
Teach me to see the good in everyone.
To heal the wound caused by kindness.
And i hope that one day…
I can give the kindness that i used to give.