I am sorry because you have mistaken me for someone i am not.
I am not your everything.
I am not the love of your life.
I am not your happiness.
I am not enough.
but i know…
I am your secret.
I am your lie.
I am the one thing that you are too scared to have in your life.
I am someone that you need to forget.
I am your nothing.
There is no need to comfort me with your sweet words. It will just cause me more pain.You don’t need to explain. I know everything, well maybe not everything but enough to wake me up. All this time i have been dreaming.Dreaming that at last someone truly loves me the way i want to be loved. I thought i was finally one of the lucky ones. It felt good. It felt almost perfect.
I thought you were the one. The person who would change the way i look at life, at love. You made me feel happy for a while.I have to thank you for that. In this life we have to appreciate the small things.So even though we did not have the chance for your forever, or my lifetime, i am still thankful for the memories.